Saturday

Ok, so it's Saturday morning and I'm sure you are all still fast asleep. I hate the fact the once I'm awake, I'm awake and can't go back to sleep. So Tish and I went to the movies yesterday to see Haunting in Conn. (I don't know how to spell it, so I'll assume you know the one I'm talking about). It was pretty good, more gross than anything, but freaky to think that actually happened to someone! So tonight I am supposed to be going to a "Girl's Night In" party at one of my co-worker's homes. She lives far enough away that I'll have to spend the night (her name is Karen). How come I get all pumped up to go do stuff like that and then when it comes time to go, I don't really want to? I don't NOT want to be part of the fun, but I just get weird about actually following through. If I don't go, I'll be the one they talk about all night, if I do go, I'll get sick of them talking about people and I'll be in the middle of no where, with a buzz from the wine I will be drinking, and won't be able to leave. Maybe that's it, maybe it's that whole idea of being stuck, trapped, no out....??? Who knows. I'm feeling phobic all of the sudden. I guess I should just save face and look at it as "fun with the girls" but, ah hell, I don't know. I guess I'm just going to force myself to go and face the fact I won't be sleeping in my own bed with my man wrapped all aound me. Maybe she'll have a big stuffed animal! Ha!
So why have none of you been blogging? I feel like I'm talking to my damn self here. By the way, I'd like to thank you all for informing me of how to be a follower, NOT! I still don't get it. I guess I'll have to wait for KR to be un-sick and have nothing better to do than come and hang out with "The Parent's" so she can set me up with stalking all of you. Why do these site's have to make everything so difficult? Well I guess I'll go vacuum or something. Hope to be reading something new at some point... ta-ta til then!